I hate giving presentations. Especially on Zoom.
People always tell me "you're so calm", and on law school debates I've got some praise for being a talented debater, "swiping the floor with my opponent's arguments" as someone put it, but what they haven't seen is my shaking hands before and after every time I step on the stage.
Or me on the edge of throwing up in the bathroom.
// I got a job offer. I am not even seeking a job atm. A random headhunter just contacted me because my online resume fits her client.
I have heard that my field of specialization is a pretty good card on the job market, but being offered a job just out of nowhere is... well, flattering.
I guess I don't have to worry about my future employment possibilities. Which is a relief, having a history of falling outside the system and lacking normal working capabilities when I was young.