Worried about a friend whom I haven't been able to contact for some weeks. Well, I haven't even tried after the first unanswered "how are you", simply because she told me just some days before going all silent that there's a chance of a certain crisis in her life and if that happens, she most likely needs a couple months to recover from it without anyone trying to contact her. I approved that and I still approve, of course. But damn, if that really happened...
I'd rather take the option of an abusive stalker with their obsession to contact my friends and tell them some of their loony stories about me. That is practically not possible, mainly because I've never mentioned the names of my closest friends in her presence (guess why), secondly because even my less close friends have so far been a bit too smart to believe her bullsh*t.
So, I'm sure it isn't about that and have no reason to believe otherwise, but because the other option is the said crisis... yeah. If I could choose, I'd take the option of being set up for some teenager made-up drama, resulting to her cutting me off for no reason, than giving her that
other thing. So, from the comparison, you can pretty much guess the state of worry here.
*sigh* I just hope she's all right. She promised to get in touch in some months again if that happens, so I'll wait. Honestly, I'd like to just randomly visit her doorstep to check on her, but maybe it's just better to respect her wishes and wait.
(She's not suicidal, nor living alone. If she was, I'd be on my way already.)