You know the song that goes like this?:
Go on, take it out, take it out on me
'Cause you know I'm the only one who knows what you need
You want me to be guilty
To be the one who's wrong
So easy to blame me
It's been that way for so long
Go on, go on and hurt the one that you love
Go on and make me the one that you want to hate
If it makes you feel better
Go on, go on and give me the best that you've got
Go on and make me the villain I'm not
If it makes you feel better
Yup. That's what I've been thinking a lot for a couple of days.
However, isn't it amazing how calm I am about this? Hasn't been always like that, and that's the reason why I think there's nothing she could do to hurt me anymore. So, I think it's justified to give myself a nice pat on the shoulder just because during these years I've found the strength and the ways to cope with her - without hurting myself or anyone else.
Also, I wonder whether it is possible to bake my favourite bread without a dough machine.