Happened to pass by the church this morning and I could hear the voices coming from inside. I stopped for a couple minutes. Hadn't really taken the time to see, listen to a mass as an "outsider", a non believer, a... third party so to speak, in a long time. They all sound like a bunch of indoctrinated drones and that thought got scary for a second, when I remembered the days when I was part of it myself as a kid. Never felt as glad I got out of it all as I did at that moment. Had a really uplifting feeling of freedom.
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Thank gods we're entering the long weekend. Don't know what's different about this week, but it's been exhausting. x_x
+It may not be perfect, but re-reading this fic is giving me all the nostalgia feels.
+It may not be perfect, but re-reading this fic is giving me all the nostalgia feels.
Man, you know summer is really over when it rains for like a month straight. :grumpy:
I got the Yu Yu hakusho theme stuck in my head.
No regrets if i start singing out loud.
No regrets if i start singing out loud.
My most depressing time of the year is after summer, the day when I'm forced to wear long sleeves and trousers.
I HATE cold.
That it's either so cold that I should light the fire , or I am getting old ha ha
I keep trying to find a fanfic I read years ago but I'm coming up empty. It's a Vergil good guy AU called "the dark slayer" (i think). It's two issues long and I wish it did more with it's set-up.
PS. Next reboot Capcom- Just do a Vergil good guy AU set in a modern fantasy like Hunter x Hunter or FFXV.
just saying.....I'd play it for sure
PS. Next reboot Capcom- Just do a Vergil good guy AU set in a modern fantasy like Hunter x Hunter or FFXV.
just saying.....I'd play it for sure
Happy Thanksgiving long weekend to all my fellow Canadians (and whoever else might be celebrating it). Had dinner at our friends' place and it was a really good time.
Also wound up comatose by 10 p.m., and only because I forced myself to stay up longer. The turkey either really hit the spot or I'm just getting old, lol.
(Both. It's probably both. Not to mention the mulled cider with a healthy dose of whiskey in it...)
Also wound up comatose by 10 p.m., and only because I forced myself to stay up longer. The turkey either really hit the spot or I'm just getting old, lol.
(Both. It's probably both. Not to mention the mulled cider with a healthy dose of whiskey in it...)
Apparently I've been here 8 years today... You are all welcome.
Trying to explain to my stepmother that autism and learning disabilities don't just "go away"...bless her, she just doesn't understand it. And then gets frustrated that Jake can't manage trips out to places she really wants to visit.
I mean, a river cruise with a two course meal and a live jazz band works for me but even if Jake didn't have disabilities, there aren't many 10 year old boys out there who would jump at the chance to be part of that.
I guess never having had children or been around them herself it must be quite hard to figure out what kids like...hell, I've been parenting for 18 years and I still don't really know what my lot like.
Except cats and video games.
I mean, a river cruise with a two course meal and a live jazz band works for me but even if Jake didn't have disabilities, there aren't many 10 year old boys out there who would jump at the chance to be part of that.
I guess never having had children or been around them herself it must be quite hard to figure out what kids like...hell, I've been parenting for 18 years and I still don't really know what my lot like.
Except cats and video games.
Playing the, "Have I been getting slammed with multiple cold viruses over the past month, or has this just been one, long cold with a couple of days reprieve?" game.
Also allergies, because I'm fairly certain the ragweed is doing to my sinuses what it's doing to Kaz's skin. -_-
Also allergies, because I'm fairly certain the ragweed is doing to my sinuses what it's doing to Kaz's skin. -_-
Advert: "Vaginal dryness...not something you expect to hear on the telly, is it?"
Me: "Indeed. Especially when I'm trying to eat my dinner." :bored:
Me: "Indeed. Especially when I'm trying to eat my dinner." :bored:
Catching up with the One Piece manga and finding out new things to love.
Thinking about what i can learn from it and whether or not i should catch up with Hunter x Hunter.
Thinking about what i can learn from it and whether or not i should catch up with Hunter x Hunter.
I can't be the only one who thinks that Orinoco Flow by Enya sounds like music that'd play in a Spyro the Dragon level.
There's something oddly soothing about admitting that your life is somewhat out of control and you need help.
I received feedback from the screenwriting contest I applied to. It's pretty honest but I don't feel as worried anymore.
Part of my writer's block is me putting too much pressure on my work. My life has been pretty low for the past few years so I wanted a "win" desperately.
That was wrong of me and I have to think differently about my attempts at writing. The work has to be its own reward.
Part of my writer's block is me putting too much pressure on my work. My life has been pretty low for the past few years so I wanted a "win" desperately.
That was wrong of me and I have to think differently about my attempts at writing. The work has to be its own reward.
Having spent the night next to the motorway, I am in no hurry to do it again.
This is weird.
This is weird.
It's been a while since I've practiced; maybe it's time to rectify that. It won't be the same as it was, and that's okay--I want it to have meaning, not to just be going through the motions. And what better time than Halloween to rekindle that side of me?
+Start budgeting for the holidays, damn it! You're going to stress yourself out otherwise if you wait until the last minute. ._.
+Start budgeting for the holidays, damn it! You're going to stress yourself out otherwise if you wait until the last minute. ._.