Health issues.
Still feeling occasionally unwell and nauseous.
Migraine starts to hit back and it's really hard to find the balance with it, because I'm already on risky medication for it, but the constant pain poses risks as well so it's pretty disturbing to choose between two risks.
(Lucky to not have any of those heavy pills for mental issues anymore... so it's "only" sumatriptane and heavy doses of paracetamol now)
My hip is twisting a bit off location, which is normal I've heard, but not nice.
Aaand I tried to get back to locksport, but after picking one padlock my wrist said No. It's also like I don't feel the pins like I used to feel them. I have troubles counting them while I pick.
I guess I have to make some hard choices in life. My dearest hobbies are writing, guitar playing, video games and locksport (besides of running, but that's not an issue for my wrist lol). I will definitely be sad if I have to quit picking, but where things get really difficult is if I have to choose between guitar and video games.
Writing is not anything worth question. Now that I've got my novel voice back, that I'm making some progress and just inches away from reaching some dreams, making my way to levels I never thought I'd be capable of, there's a damn lot of things I'm ready to sacrifice before writing. Also, if I were to lose my both hands, there's still a way to write, so I've heard from a man who is unable to use a keyboard.
Just that sacrificing anything isn't something that I'd be happy to do.