Wow, haven't written on this thread for a while. ^^;
Well let's delve into the darkness of my mind and spill the secrets in which my brain is thinking about.
Well, my thoughts mainly, not secrets.
Or maybe they're my secrets.
Anyways, I guess a lot of things are going on in my mind.
My depression came back almost full throttle so I'm having a hard time keeping myself happy and all that.
Mainly due to things that have happened with people I 'used' to be close to.
My Grandmother, sadly passed away last weekend. It'll be a week tomorrow (Saturday) since her passing. I'm absolutely gutted I couldn't go home with my Dad and Aunty to say goodbye and goodnight to her. The last time I had ever seen or spoke directly to her in person was over a year ago before I came to Australia. And my last words to her exactly were: "Bye nan." But I never wanted to say my goodbye that early, knowing I could never say those words to her face ever again.
This is the second painful death that's hit my family and I really hope, and I'm not being disrespectful in any way, but I really hope no one else decides to pass on while I'm over here. I can't stand being away from the rest of all my family.
Weather is crap. Always is crap here actually. I practically live in the middle of no where in a friggin desert surrounded by nothing but dirt, dirt and more dirt. It's really humid because the wind or breeze is really warm and it's raining. -.- Really wanna go home at this point.
OOOOOOOOOOOH. BEEN WATCHING NEW THE WALKING DEAD AND SONS OF ANARCHY. Like ermagersh! That first episode of The Walking Dead had me on feels overload. >w< And Sons of Anarchy is only just heating up. Shame it's the last season but it's bloody epic!