The school phoneline is down. So that means they can't call me about Jake's behaviour.
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I have a writing-induced headache. I think I need to take a break. I don't remember fanfics being this draining to write. Or. Nope.
And I'm hungry. But I know as soon as I get up off this chair, I'm not going to come back to it at all until tomorrow, maybe. Because I'm going to have to make lunch, do dishes, sort the laundry out, prep dinner, do some baking, fill out these application forms, fill in THAT form and mail it, pick up the kids, and then everything else...
+I feel funny. Like.... I don't know. Maybe it's just this stupid infection to blame. Hopefully.
Went to feed Bunny this morning only to find that he died in the night. I just...I don't know what to do. I thought I could handle this, but I keep thinking that there must have been something I could have done to prevent it. I could have been there for him, but I wasn't and...
I miss him.
I wish he was still here or that it was me instead. I just want him back.
Excuse me for a bit. *needs to go and try to calm down*
Be stong. He had a good life and you looked after him. That's all you can do.Went to feed Bunny this morning only to find that he died in the night. I just...I don't know what to do. I thought I could handle this, but I keep thinking that there must have been something I could have done to prevent it. I could have been there for him, but I wasn't and...
I miss him.
I wish he was still here or that it was me instead. I just want him back.
Excuse me for a bit. *needs to go and try to calm down*
*Hugs*I'm sorry for your loss, Shadow.
Be stong. He had a good life and you looked after him. That's all you can do.
Went to feed Bunny this morning only to find that he died in the night. I just...I don't know what to do. I thought I could handle this, but I keep thinking that there must have been something I could have done to prevent it. I could have been there for him, but I wasn't and...
I miss him.
I wish he was still here or that it was me instead. I just want him back.
Excuse me for a bit. *needs to go and try to calm down*
Thank you both. *huglz* I'm trying to stay positive. After I buried him, I forced myself to go walk with Gran (get out of the house and not think, kind of thing) and...it was weird, I've never seen so many rabbits hopping around so close to us before and there hasn't been such a pretty sunrise in a long time. I guess it means something. Hopefully that he's happy. And that he's not sick anymore. *thinks this is one of those times she hopes heaven exists* I still feel really guilty, but I'm trying to keep myself from getting as depressed as I was the last time I lost a pet. *knows she has others relying on her and so is trying to be strong**just finds it really hard*
Oh my word, that's horrible! My heart just broke for you :'(Went to feed Bunny this morning only to find that he died in the night. I just...I don't know what to do. I thought I could handle this, but I keep thinking that there must have been something I could have done to prevent it. I could have been there for him, but I wasn't and...
I miss him.
I wish he was still here or that it was me instead. I just want him back.
Excuse me for a bit. *needs to go and try to calm down*
That's ok. It's sad to lose a pet. They're like furry family members It's really sad right now, but it'll get better.:happy: Just focus on positives like the sunrise you saw.Thank you both. *huglz* I'm trying to stay positive. After I buried him, I forced myself to go walk with Gran (get out of the house and not think, kind of thing) and...it was weird, I've never seen so many rabbits hopping around so close to us before and there hasn't been such a pretty sunrise in a long time. I guess it means something. Hopefully that he's happy. And that he's not sick anymore. *thinks this is one of those times she hopes heaven exists* I still feel really guilty, but I'm trying to keep myself from getting as depressed as I was the last time I lost a pet. *knows she has others relying on her and so is trying to be strong**just finds it really hard*