I had this dream one night that stuck with me. I was on a high mountain with a child in each hand. I saw a tsunami coming from way out on the horizon - it kind of snuck up on me because it was moving so fast and there was no foam, so I didn't realise what it was until it passed right below me toward the coast. And then reality set in and I went even higher up on the mountain with the two kids because wave upon wave kept coming higher and higher. The horrible thing is that my hubby and my baby were still inland - I think they were both fine as they'd sought refuge in a skyscraper. But there was a lot of destruction. Definitely a lot of death - I'm still not sure whether me and the two kids were dead and ghostly visions watching the chaos unfold or whether it was a sheer stroke of luck that we weren't in the firing line. But death was in the air, it was oppressive, on a mass scale.
Now.
I saw comet ISON last night. I don't know if I'll see it in daylight, I haven't gone out to look yet, but I saw it last night. Very stunning sight, slightly terrifying, but not to the extent where I felt the need to point it out. Very bright, very obvious, but it had no tail so I didn't know what it was until I remembered this morning they said we'd be able to see it in November.
I have plans to take the two bigger kids out for a walk up to Mt Kaukau this morning, while bubs takes his morning nap and daddy plays his BF4.
Do you see the link here?
DO YOU SEE IT?
I'm terrified to go out now, and I'm terrified NOT to go out.
What do I do?!?!?!?!
