The girl I love no longer feels the same way as me, I'm crushed. I've realized I have no more reason to live, so I've decided to start training after this vacation to become a Spec Ops member. This way I can protect Tasha, my friends, my country. I say goodbye to you all, for I will probably no longer have much time to spare on these forums. I wish you all luck in this unfair, cruel life. I will try my best to protect you.