You claim no one loves you because you probably push them away. What makes you think they do not love you?
You know what kid... Everyone has health problems in one way or another. Whether it be mentally or physically. I was in the hospital for a whole year having blood tests everyday. I was always so sick I would sleep for days only getting up to use the bathroom. I am not using this to get any sympathy, but I too have gone through some stuff I found hard in my life time. I was almost a high school drop out and never stayed a full year until my senior year. I only have ONE friend in high school who ended up betraying me. I have only 4 people I talk to and hang out with. I don't have alot of friends or talk to many others, but I do not cry about it. I was addicted to prescription drugs. I quit when I thought I had liver damage and thought something was gonna happen if I kept on. I never did drugs such as cocain, weed, ect... but I did smoke regular cids. IDK if that counts, but whatever...
I got kicked out of my house for two weeks. I almost got kicked out of college for that because I had no way of getting to school and I missed an x-amount of days to where they warn you that they would drop me and I'd have to pay'em back.
There are many days where I'd rather sit on my a$$ and not even go to school or work, but I have to because in the long run it will pay off.
I don't always get along with people, but I do my best to show respect and if we have nothing in common, I just move on. I have people who say bad stuff and good stuff to me. I know what to take personally and what not to take so seriously. I get mad alot, but I don't take it out on myself or others. I don't get on the internet to get sympathy and others to feel bad for me.
You sound like a 16 year old who just wants more attention than you desurve. No-one is making you this way. YOU ARE. I cry too and get upset. It's human and natural. Everyone does. Sure some do more than others, but they may have a better reason than you. I have no sympathy for you because truely... you're bringing this on yourself.
I cry when I feel bad. I baaawwwed pretty hard when I almost broke my foot last month. I cry whenever I run over dogs or other animals. I scream, moan, and cry when I get UTIs (but they really, really hurt, so that can explain it). I don't cry as much as I used to, but my crying isn't because I hate the world. Infact I get headaches after I cry and feel better afterwards.
Go out for a walk. Seek a doctor. Talk to a friend. Don't shut yourself in your room blasting MCR or some "CCRAAWWWLING IN MY SKIIIINNN" fake rock lyrics and do something with yourself. I told a guy on the side of the rode who always claimed he'd work for food to go to wal-mart. They'll hire just about anyone. Did he take my advice? Maybe. I don't know. I wasn't rude or yelling at him, but telling him that he could do something if he wanted it that badly. I was surprised that he did think about it after I told him. Then again, I probably scared him. Who knows. :/
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