What's there to get? I'm able to speak from experience, I've hit rock bottom not all that long ago, I was where you are, there is nothing for me to get, it's not sad, it's just nothing, it is possible to pull yourself up from anything, from the deepest points of your life if you just have the will power, something that everyone has, but many refuse to use.
What's sad is that you don't get the fact that your mindframe dominates all, if you put negative beliefs out there, that's what you'll get right back, if you put out something positive, you'll get that back too, the key is to actually be willing to try, rather than mope about and do nothing.