Your fists of anger beat heavily against my being,
but the pain does not hurt me.
A friendship like this does not get destroyed so easily,
you could hate me but I'd never dislike you.
Do all your damage if you please,
I'll never judge what it is you want.
make me fall down to my knees,
I only want what's best for you.
Do your worst if it makes you happy,
I'll never question what it is you want.
I'll smile even if I'm dying inside,
only if it is to keep you happy.
I'm not selfish for my own needs,
I'd put our friendship before me.
And I'm sorry if I ever hurt you,
but you could kill me and I'd forgive you.
Even if you hid from me for decades,
somehow my love for you will find you.
As my love for you as a friend,
is something that will never end.
That poem is meant for someone who should also know who they are. I just hope it means something to them, even if it is slightly meaningful. On a side note I'm thinking two things. I'm thinking that I'm going to watch The Mechanic with Jason Statham in it (Oh lucky me) which should be, interesting I suppose. As long as he doesn't do his whole "I'm Jason Statham, bloody big tough British guy. I can never die, not ever". I mean seriously, if you've seen Crank 1 or 2, you'll know what I'm talking about. Absolutely ridiculous plot scenarios. "Oh no, I've just lost my heart. It's okay though, it's been replaced with a battery one. Now where did I leave those double a batteries? Ah damn it, it requires triple a batteries and all the stores are closed now. Guess I'm dead. Oh no wait, all night garage, I'm fine. Whoa, that was a close one!".
Actually just finished watching it, and it was rather good I have to admit. I'd give it 8 out of 10.
On another side note, I'm thinking how cool a certain feature here would be. However, it hasn't been designed by the software I'd imagine. I was thinking on it last night when I thought to myself, "It sucks that there are some members I haven't spoken to in ages". It relates to how I find it difficult to remember everyone I haven't said hi to in a while, and I don't want to seem rude by not talking to anyone. So what the idea essentially was, was that you befriend people and make a sort of 'Priority people to talk to' list. And after a while when you haven't sent them a message, for various reasons (Talking to other people, not being on as much) it will set a little reminder for those who you haven't spoken to in a while. Perhaps if you know you won't be around it could send a message automatically for you. I think I mentioned this idea to Steve ages ago about sending already arranged Private Messages at particular times. For instance, you develop a message and then select to send it on a certain day at perhaps a certain time (Or it just sends it at midnight) Either way if you're away and can't access the computer, the message will automatically send to that person.
Anyway, just thought that'd be a nifty idea, even if it can't be done.