Upcoming religious event. I hope it draws my thoughts away from my general fear of seasonal depression.
I don't feel depressed but I'm afraid I will be at some point. I'm trying to calm myself by listing stuff that make my life better than it has ever been. Like, I've got family, healthy friendships, a job that I love, a rewarding volunteer job, nice hobbies, and I'm just generally more healthy than ever, so even if I were depressed at least all the externalities are fine which would make it more bearable than, say, prior to 2020 when I didn't have most of those.
So... Yeah. Keep calm etc.