We were supposed to meet with some friends tomorrow and have a long-time-no-see -party (no worries, there's gonna be only 3 people, just cooking at my place, going to the sauna and watching movies), but it seems I'm getting sick. x_x
Or at least I'm lying on my bed unable to get up without feeling dizzy and nauseous. Heard my face has lost all color as well.
And now I'm thinking why am I already feeling guilty if I need to cancel this. I'm telling myself that getting sick just before the party definitely sounds like an excuse. They know I've been waiting to meet them and that I miss them so there's really no chance they'd think I made this up.
It doesn't really help much to get extrasystoles on top of this. They're certainly stress-related, I've been having them a bit more lately anyway, but they're making me feel worse with the nausea.