I got some GREAT news today in my mailbox and it seems that a dream that I had already given up for ever happening is finally coming true. But I don't dare to celebrate just yet, let's see how it goes!
Got some more news via e-mail about this and it really seems like I've got all the reason to celebrate and start arranging my next steps on this, but still, I'm feeling suspicious. Maybe I'll believe this in the late August, rush through all the necessary arrangements and then finally state publicly what was it about :laugh:
Also, my husband said the other day that I'm smiling more than usual, I'm more energetic and brisk, getting more things done, and that has been circling on my mind since then. It was confusing to realize that I haven't been actually
happy for years, or at least I can't recall any long-term happiness for a long while.
Ofc it's a good thing to feel happy, I have all the reason to be satisfied with my life atm, some reason for pride as well, and to be thankful for all that. I have dreams and plans for the future, goals to achieve etc. Just that it's a bit scary too. Hard to recognize my thoughts to be
mine.
What a stupid problem to have. :facepalm: