Give yourself a bit more credit Shadow. Saying that: ''I am not that good at this'' is not what you should tell yourself.
If I say: ''Maybe I can play Rachmaninov songs good on concert today'' I might do good but also get nervous by not trusting myself with my thoughts. Instead if I say: ''I can do this. Rachmaninov is my speciality''! I might motivate me to do good anyway. I want to see your drawings! I am 101 percent sure that anything you come up with is better than what I can do.
Aww, thank you, Strifer. ^^ That's sweet of you to say. I'll have to try that. =) I've never been optimistic, so...I'll have to try to be more up-beat. *will try and get her drawings uploaded*