What Are You Thinking?

[Autumn]

I'm afraid it’s one of those things where you have to be really lucky to have someone close to you and help you through things.

 

[Asmodaius]

I have recently gotten a depression. Well, recently might not be the word, as it is a couple of years ago. And I was treated with pills. And just when I thought everything was going well - started a great education I love being in, met some awesome people, life was heading in the right direction, so my doctor and I agreed that I should finish the last package and then see how it went. At first it went well, but then all sorts of problems dumped on me again. However, I am trying to work through it without the pills, because though it was helping, I always felt that the happiness was empty and fake... which it was.

That said, I do believe the pills helped me getting out of the black hole I had fallen into and gave me the courage and energy to start with my education. I've gotten some good friends here and I got a good thing going on, so though there are still problems in my life, I feel like I can survive them.

I do advice everyone feeling depressed to seek out help though. Don't keep it to yourself, because then it will just eat you up from within. Talking to someone about it is always helpful and it's the first step towards healing, because then you will actually be able to get the help you need.

 

[Autumn]

"That time will come one day you'll see when we can all be friends" - I believed you for so long, Freddie!

 

[LordOfDarkness]

"What am I thinking right now? Hm...Let me think".

 

[Shadow]

I'm thinking...woot for beating DMC2 (on Dante's game)! Now I just need to finish DMC1 and that should happen by...oh...let's say...next July. :/ I suck at DMC1. And, I'm starting to regret letting mum use my computer. She seems to think she can use it every night now no matter what, and doesn't seem to realize she's killing my internet. It's kinda ticking me off. She's also not respecting my wishes for her to not use it at certain times. Hmm...if this continues I might have to put the password back on it.

Also, I apologize for anyone my ghosts comments scared. ._. Did not mean to scare you. *decides not to mention what happened last night now*

 

[Autumn]

I'm thinking...woot for beating DMC2 (on Dante's game)! Now I just need to finish DMC1 and that should happen by...oh...let's say...next July. :/ I suck at DMC1. And, I'm starting to regret letting mum use my computer. She seems to think she can use it every night now no matter what, and doesn't seem to realize she's killing my internet. It's kinda ticking me off. She's also not respecting my wishes for her to not use it at certain times. Hmm...if this continues I might have to put the password back on it.

Also, I apologize for anyone my ghosts comments scared. ._. Did not mean to scare you. *decides not to mention what happened last night now*

C'mon, whevnever any ones say I will not mention, you gotta. So spill! XD

I won't read it today thought since I gotta be at at 5am for a fudging interview. Honestly, what normal people wake up at that time? That's the time I usually go to bed!

 

[Vergil'sBitch]

What happened Shadow? If it's creepy, it'll still be good to read.

CT: Why do i rely on people only to be hurt when they let me down? And why do i feel so low when they let me down? I shouldn't be surprised... i should never be surprised. But it always happens...
my head hurts

 

[DreadnoughtDT]

Shadow, you can tell me. XD I'm not easily scared while reading. Watching videos, on the other hand, that scares me.

 

[Meg]

Well that was stupid
Boiling stuff up just waiting to come out
Waiting
Then it does and BAM!
I'm the forum Bitch
Oh well
"Anger is an acid
that does more
damage
to the vessel it is stored
that to anything to which it is
poured."
So someone lost respect for me
I'll live

The question is
Good Sir
The one that was subject to my
"inner bitch"
How do you feel?
Are we gonna stay mad?
Because I'm not.
Like that other one's respect for me
My rage, melted away
I have no anger toward you
Why should I?

It was something that went unchecked for to long
I apologize
And for all the wrong you've done
I forgive you
With all my heart
For it was not wrong which you tried to do

It was just me
Not seeing through.

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Really REALLY sh*tty poem I wrote that sums everything up.

 

[Shadow]

@DT, Autumn, & VB: Well...if you insist. ^^; I was reading in bed and I felt the covers move a little. The fan was on, so I thought it was just...you know, the fan. And then I felt a hand on my foot and saw the blankets move. And that was it. Scared the you-know-what out of me. DX

 

[Asmodaius]

@DT, Autumn, & VB: Well...if you insist. ^^; I was reading in bed and I felt the covers move a little. The fan was on, so I thought it was just...you know, the fan. And then I felt a hand on my foot and saw the blankets move. And that was it. Scared the you-know-what out of me. DX

Have you ever seen The Grudge.
I bet it was her.
Or just some horny ghost who wanted to take a peek under your sheets.

 

[Shadow]

Have you ever seen The Grudge.
I bet it was her.
Or just some horny ghost who wanted to take a peek under your sheets.

Yeah...that was aaaaaaaaages ago, though. >_> *hopes it's not her*
O_O *eeps*

 

[Meg]

Well ;_;

 

[D-Sparda]

@DT, Autumn, & VB: Well...if you insist. ^^; I was reading in bed and I felt the covers move a little. The fan was on, so I thought it was just...you know, the fan. And then I felt a hand on my foot and saw the blankets move. And that was it. Scared the you-know-what out of me. DX

Maybe, the ghost wanted to give you a foot massage.

 

[Shadow]

Well ;_;

*hugs*

Maybe, the ghost wanted to give you a foot massage.

D: I hope it doesn't decide to do so again.

 

[DreadnoughtDT]

Ha ha, Jesus... Way to screw up, man. Way to screw up. .,,,.

 

[Angelo Credo]

-Rubs eyes-
This is starting to get on my nerves. Whether I sleep for 2 hours or 10 I always end up feeling like crap.
Wonderful.

 

[Vergil'sBitch]

Oh wow, they've banned Duran Duran's Girl Panic video because it's too sexual? Haven't these people ever seen a Rihanna video?!
I haven't watched DD's vid, but it can't be any worse than Girls on Film....

What makes a western game? Sexual and suggestive themes... Thanks Capcom.
No DMC game needs that kind of stuff

 

[Tony_Redgrave]

One day, everything will change.
So why not today?
Because I'm really sleepy..

 

[Angelo Credo]

This is the kind of 'Occupy' movement I'm perfectly willing to support.