I know I stated that I wouldn't make use of this thread, because I am a very private person and I hate to chat about my personal life with strangers on the internet, but there's been a burden on my shoulder that I have to get off of me by stating this somewhere, something I can't tell the people I know and I can't keep inside anymore and I am bursting in rage and probably kill someone if I don't get it out, so here goes.
My mother is back on drugs again. She went back to that douchebag and she f*cking started again. She denies it, but I can see it on her. She is just like she was back then. I threatened to call the police on her, but damnit, she's my f*cking mother! I love her and she is ruining her life, because of that a-hole! If I wasn't a pacifist, I would probably have beaten the sh*t out of him by now, but he'd probably break me in half, because I'm such a skinny twig who couldn't break a toothpick in half even if I wanted to. Sometimes I just wish she would overdose and escape this hell she calls her life. I feel like such a horrible person thinking that, but at the same time it would be such a huge relief.
Sorry about this heavy stuff. I would prefer if people just let this be here and not respond to it or send me IM's about it or anything like that. Just needed to get it out. Thanks.
My mother is back on drugs again. She went back to that douchebag and she f*cking started again. She denies it, but I can see it on her. She is just like she was back then. I threatened to call the police on her, but damnit, she's my f*cking mother! I love her and she is ruining her life, because of that a-hole! If I wasn't a pacifist, I would probably have beaten the sh*t out of him by now, but he'd probably break me in half, because I'm such a skinny twig who couldn't break a toothpick in half even if I wanted to. Sometimes I just wish she would overdose and escape this hell she calls her life. I feel like such a horrible person thinking that, but at the same time it would be such a huge relief.
Sorry about this heavy stuff. I would prefer if people just let this be here and not respond to it or send me IM's about it or anything like that. Just needed to get it out. Thanks.