And I am starting to become an existential nihilist - one who believes that all of humanity are nothing but insignificant beings...
look at the scale of the universe, hard to think otherwise, people seem to think that humanity is a special and rare thing that is just so amazing.
Expressing the reality of what is going on does not mean you are an unhappy piece of ****. You're a realist.
In this society, when people see through all the celebrity worship, consumerism and shallowness, they're labelled 'hater' or 'negative' just to try and get them back in line with the rest of the people who go through life kidding themselves that everything is fine.
Like DmC, when they're labelled terrorists and other prejoratives just for seeing the corrupt reality.
Besides, how else would people keep on breeding the next generation of taxpayers and future war cannon fodder if society didn't kid them into it with images of children being the future and nothing else is more rewarding.
Keep breeding like that and there will be no future worth giving to the next generation.
On the scale of things, we are insignificant. Just a bunch of apes with technology, perpetuating misery from generation to generation.
i always though i was just depressed or something because that's all i hear, despite the fact i am raising actual points that have become a serious issue.
i agree, so much breeding , and china tries to make two kids per family work, they know they can't control people enough to make them stop, i mean why can't they go over seas, why can't they do it anyway, what if they have divorced from someone and left them with two kids while they make their own, then that one person would make 3, and that other person would make 2, 3 + 2 = increase, thankfully i heard the statistics for birth rates are going down worldwide greatly.
even then though, human nature is rooted to want to expand and grow itself, "you can't fight nature, jack"
sorry for the lame reference, on another note, people are spreading this meme, or maybe it's always existed, but people seem to think in a way they can live through their kids after death, Dante is caught beneath his fathers looming shadow, yet that does not mean sparda is alive, no question.
why would you even want to be able to live on,anyway?
if you could do that, then everyone would live forever, and go through bad times like puberty an infinite number of time, society would be changed for the worse, with children being the ultimate reward, so people can keep earning that same reward, it's so paradoxical, what's the point of living through your kids if they only go on to have children themselves? you'd do nothing with your life then have sex, although i bet some people already do this, i'd just straight up call eternity of an endless and pointless cycle a new form of torture, it'd be dark souls 2, only with everyone and no actual defined goal to make sense of it(little sense as it makes)
A bunch of monkeys with technology seems about right, landing on the moon does not mean humanity is awesome or imperative to the future of the universe as a whole.
i'm not much of a social person, i say i have avoidant personality disorder or depression or both, but i think the lyrics for throat full of glass fits the scenario better, i'm disgusted by humans on the whole and am to oppressed to speak up within everyday life.
one of my "friends" once had the guts to ask me "why are you so negative?"
he wouldn't take "because that's how i honestly see the world as a whole" for an answer.
i think little pockets online of people more accepting of any negative attitude is the only social scenario where i truly feel accepted, outside of these, i'm a untidy teen who doesn't bother socializing or look friendly because, hey, i'm clearly clinically depressed for having complaints and an opinion.
it's so simpleminded saying you "non-conformist" and then throwing away the views of people like me, non-conformists know that having the popularity of a view is irrelevant to it's validity.
few people can help because few people want to see beyond "must make baby, must get good grades so i can buy whatever without questioning if it's something i'd really want if i was less well off and if it will indeed satisfy me at all"
i don't see a future where i socialize at all, it's toounlikely i'll meet people in real life who i can talk to about this stuff.
well, not without being recommended for therapy anyway, which of course i'm considering, anything that will make idiots shut up and continue their day.
i wish there was something i could do, but how do you prevent an entire world from breeding? or taking resources at an unsustainable level? or indeed, cure the horrible way of thinking humans have.
even worse, from the moment somebody is born, they have obligations, can't kill yourself because you're parents worked hard and that would be selfish, can't skip schoolcos' how will you get a job?
no choice, the worst is being unable to do something, i can accept fault on mine own part, knowing i can't change the mind of humanity as a whole, well, i still try on occasion, occasional satire didn't solve anything, now will constant satire make people go "this piece of harry potter fanfiction with a lazy name swap really does suck!"
why do the people trying to say "you guys, something is seriously wrong!" get outcast?
people are intolerant of homosexuals even the only way it can affect them is if they "steal" somebody they are not in a relationship with (a laughable idea as it is) and that has nothing to do with sexual preferences.
and yet, blah, blah, blah from all directions.
why do things like Australia day exist, can we call it "extra patriotic day" and stop joking around?
also, sidenote, apologies, i type words wrong sometimes (and write them to!) up above, for example, i meant to say "ourselves" instead of "myself"
i guess i need a mental filter for what thoughts i record that does not have occasional holes in it that let random thoughts and words that are related in some way spill over.
i don't even see what love is worth, again, negative depressed no lifer, yes, yes, but it does a lot of bad things, if i remember correctly, it, for example, impairs judgement, not that mainstream media acknowledges any of that.
even worse about humanity is how we actually created an entire genre to deny ourt own faults, horror, vampires deny our racism to other social groups and people joining them, because of course they are satanic and unwholly, the symbol of jesus worked against dracula, demons represent faults with humanity identified as the seven sins that exist today, gluttony, floth, wrath, pride, envy, greed, lust, also known as:
eating disorders and unhealthy standards within western society, generalized laziness, irrational anger, the ego, think of that time you were playing a loot based game and your friend stole that rare loot you earned you were angry he took your stuff that you earned and he had no right to and he was just being selfish and pathetic (if this hasn't happened because you either don't play those sorts of games, share the workload in all scenarios, or have an actual friend that considers you, imagine something else) , taking things in excess, extreme desire for anything such as farming for legendary loot in a video game.
these issues still exist in some form in today's society, dispute how shockingly old they are, and the same was done for them, any lust was blamed upon succubi, for example.
alien movies work off guilt of having snuck up the food chain and having nothing to put us in our place, or for the seires named aliens, extremely subtle rape fear that suggests all rapists are non-human (that's what happens in the film, right? i only know the film from an online article that pointed out how cleverly subtle the writers were)
ugh, yes, i mentioned religion up above, tell me how stupid i am for not being atheist, modern world (i am, but the average human brain only cares i mentioned such a thing, context and reasons mean nothing)
also, loopy, you're quite a cool person to not be flingin" NEGATIVE, WTF!? HUMANS ARE THE DA AWESOME!" at me
i understand valid reasoning can be made against all of made my points though, i just don't see "you depressed, boy!" as one of them