All of which holds absolutely no grain of truth to it, but since people see me that way I've taken the initiative to deflect that unwarranted rep attached to me and just completely removed myself from the situation. I didn't know what else to do
I don't have anyone I can talk to about it that will understand where I'm coming from, and I honestly don't even want to try and talk to the writers here about it because what if they too see me that way, and they just don't have the heart to tell me?
Anyway...fangirl days...well, I have them often. They fizzle out and then come back with a vengeance ^_^