Sometimes, I'm just surprised I don't give up on everything. It makes no sense.
Probably because of her, meh. Kind of funny though, she barely notices me. I have to chase her just to start a conversation. Makes me feel like I'm just another dude bothering her. Which is probably true. Though I still enjoy every moment I talk to her. :\
Doesn't really matter, in the end it's just my decision. I guess. But she did a lot to help me change my mind.
It's just that she has no idea how much we're alike. probably doesn't care, she has other things to worry about. Too much in fact, I always feel like I want to help her, but in my current position I'm very limited. It feels like ****. She's pretty much going through what I did back in 2010 and I hate to see her going down the same road. I really hope she doesn't end up with the same consequences.
Even though I don't actually know her she means a lot to me, She probably doesn't realize that too.
Sounds like love, but not only will it never work. It kind of isn't. I do care about her, but I don't love her. :\