ice_princess_d
New Member
today is gunna be my last day here. then i probly wont be back for a couple of days. due to the fact its the christmas seasoc. i might come back on christmas eve n christmas day but idk. its also going to give me time to think about everything that had happen all the pain n hurt i made. as well as all the pain n hurt i got. im going to tell u guys the truth, im not the strong person everyone puts me as. yea i can help people threw pain, but what do u think i do while im helping or after im done helping. i cry my eyes out. im not a strong person. i hold back all my emotions so i wont feel them. i hold them back cuz they cant just hurt me but the people around. thats another reason y im going for a bit. my emotions had been out this whole week. n i dont want them. so im also going to work on getting better controll on them. work on holding all the tears n anger n pain back. so i wont hurt anyone, mainly so i wont hurt myself.
i wish u all a merry christmas n a happy new years. n after today i might be gone for a while so see u guys soon.
i wish u all a merry christmas n a happy new years. n after today i might be gone for a while so see u guys soon.