I could explain further, but that would do no good.
I see no good in hating someone of the past. He is just non existent to me now.
I should rather keep my eyes set on the now. The relation with Marisa, the goodbye's of my friends, the friends on the forum (you included
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), my future life.
From the ashes of my past I am reborn. To live a new life with the experience of my first to make it better.