I could explain further, but that would do no good.
I see no good in hating someone of the past. He is just non existent to me now.
I should rather keep my eyes set on the now. The relation with Marisa, the goodbye's of my friends, the friends on the forum (you included
), my future life.
From the ashes of my past I am reborn. To live a new life with the experience of my first to make it better.