u say that u dont want to hurt anyone but do u realise its to late, by hurting urself and because u r basking in your own saddness people are hurt. people are in pain because u are selfishly hurting urself i bet if u opened your eyes u would see that for urself but you seem blinded by sadness that u dont understand people care i mean im a stranger to you yet im taking the time to try and help.... people care and love you =) do u not understand?