im not moved by your out burst btw, and to me it sounds like you listen to way to much MCR, well done on stereotyping the alternitves btw
smiling is a action that happens when u are happy just so u know its not a 'fake' or a waste of time u carnt controle it,
and its funny how u went of subject there... is it because i was getting through and making sence? because i was getting close to understanding? i personally dont think u want to be happy i think u want to be alone. which means u just want to be sad but that carnt be true because u say other and other u want to be alone yet hear u are talking to people...