Enigmatic_soldier

i promise i'll talk to u then :kiss: try to be on at 5am pleze night

he does care about u: no dont ask him to leave i need to get off any way unless up at 5am i wont be able to talk to u until 4pm tomorrow. ok luv :kiss: bye pleze stay calm n be safe pleze :kiss:

ok even me being all the way up in Michigan. i think i can still tell when hes lying

okay u just creep me out by saying that but whatever: y dont u ask y?

im not moved by your out burst btw, and to me it sounds like you listen to way to much MCR, well done on stereotyping the alternitves btw

smiling is a action that happens when u are happy just so u know its not a 'fake' or a waste of time u carnt controle it,
and its funny how u went of subject there... is it because i was getting through and making sence? because i was getting close to understanding? i personally dont think u want to be happy i think u want to be alone. which means u just want to be sad but that carnt be true because u say other and other u want to be alone yet hear u are talking to people...

nothings wrong being 16 n emo but suicidal yes, y wont he stop

well do u honestly think they'll keep a blade around neat a 16year old emo suicidal? nope; at least he's there??

im glad there not a blade around

yea u better stop gettin depress

i wouldnt care if i said that ether. how alone do u want to be?

tell you what tell me everything thats made you like this and i will tell u everything that has happened to me and ill show you that other people do feel pain aswell just some of us dont dwell on it some of us want to smile, like little D she likes you dude is that not a reason to smile?

u dont need to

i know what i have done

:kiss: thank u :kiss:

it sounds like you know everything about me. care to share what you know? and ur right i dont know how u feel thats what im trying to find out if u let me, and i must be getting through because ur actully talking back not telling me about ur pain. we might be closer to a smile than u think =)

but i do pleze i luv u n i dont want anything to happen to u ur a big part of my life i cant bear the though u not in it pleze pleze for me pleze

ur in thew hospital get a nurse pleze

n so should u: i luv u n i want u to stop lying to urself too. come on calm down

you say u dont care but the 1st thing u said to me is that u dont want to hurt anyone... so u obviously do

i know. iv been lying to myself for the past 4years