I still do get depressed, that's where the "I'm not important..." I sometimes post to you comes from. I guess the reason you of all people wouldn't know is because I like you so much. I can't help but get happy when I talk to you.
I'm usually a very happy person, very lively and funny, but sometimes the weight of the world just gets to me. Very few friends of my mine even know I get SEVERERLY depressed from time to time...
I just try not to drag anyone into it, no one seems to care enough anyway so it all works out I suppose. :$