i made a thread that i am going to leave the forum for a while a long time ago. but everyone thought that i was doing that becuse i need some attention. the problem is that i didn't now to who should i go and ask for help. i didn't know that. i was living in hell. and no one cared to ask if i had a problem or not. they didn't care. all what they cared about is one thing and that is me help them.
it wasn't a joke. i did that becuse i was feeling sad. becuse everyone thinks of me as the perfect person. the person who doesn't have any problems. the people around me are spleted in to two groups. the first group are the people ho comes and talk to me becuse they need me to help them. they only know that i am there friend when they have a problem and they don't have any place to run. the second group are the ones that hates me becuse i can do things they couldn't do like helping the others. but none of the two groups thought for once to come and ask me how i feel. or if i need any help. and my family they always talk as if they were always right and they don't do any mistake and i am the one who always wrong. they think of me as the person with no future. so they are trying to give me there dream to live for. i just for once want to live and be seen as a normal human. a human that has nothing that makes him special. a human who gets up in the morning and lives his life normally without worrying about everyone. and go to sleep at the end of the day without a fight and losing a friend.
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