What Are You Thinking?

[Drakkar]

I would never thought she was going with girls XD

Heyyyyyy Im not les, I said that incase I were a boy.

-If I were a boy....

 

[Poroner]

Heyyyyyy Im not les, I said that incase I were a boy.

-If I were a boy....

ok
for a moment there i thought...

 

[Dante's Stalker]

*guilty face*
I was so busy eating those grapes I didn't see your post VB. SOWWY! T_T They all gone! ALL GONE!!!!

Er...so.There goes... about 2-3 hours of my morning. And I still need to scout for houses and draft up a list for the birtday party tomorrow AND get the ironing sorted. And the dishes. Always dishes.

And then there are the kids.
*serious guilty face*
Okay, I'm outta here.

 

[aka958]

Hmm... me being a flame baiting troll just because I'm sick tired of hearing what I think is not correct and annoys me to no end, setting rules for that in my threads to not start a flame war?

Oh wow... I didn't even had you in mind when making the thread, I was spreading news and didn't want my thread to be corrupted by a "SE sucks" topic. But what you did... what you did was flame baiting. Is it really neccessary to go around making mocky comments about it? I've shown you respect, I swallowed my pride and gave you a heads up with your ways instead of just flaming them to no end as they annoyed the crap out of me...

You really got to flame around on me like this? Start again and I'll report it. It feels incredibly provocative and frustrates me to no end. It feels like you are just begging me to "pick up the bait" so I'll send a flaming PM towards you for you to report and get me out of here.

 

[Vergil'sBitch]

MV: Ah well... I ate some cheese strings instead

5000 seems like an eternity away.

 

[Meg]

Wow am I really a part of 6 forums? And of course fanfiction.net and fictionpress.net. And people like to flame bait on all of them. XD

Well except the ones on this network.

Which reminds me! *goes to ACX*

 

[Vergil'sBitch]

Better Be off, stuff to do, backgrounds to plan... need to take painkillers...

 

[aka958]

Is a feeling to want to puke and feel depressed without any reason, not being sick, not having anything to be depressed about. Just suddenly feeling those gag reflexes and the strange, sad feeling in my heart making everything I do feel tedious, boring, and feel not worthwhile.

Oh man... I can't go on like this forever... what the hell is causing my random panic attacks, my depression, sorrow and extremely low self esteem?
...
Does anyone know?

 

[Richtofen]

You should go see your doctor aka, tell him/her what you were feeling and he/she may be able to help you.

 

[Meg]

@aka- Or a psychologist even. Its possible to make yourself sick from stress, even underlying problems you aren't consciously thinking of.

 

[Richtofen]

Yeah...This sounds silly but I have been feeling depressed for a long time but never done anything about it. I finally went into the doctors to see if it was just me or if it was a legit reason and it turns out I did have a bit of a problem with anxiety, depression and I finally figured out I have the winter blues. I also haven't been able to handle stress very well, making my life seem even more worthless, hard and frustrating. I've been more so depressed but now that I know whats wrong...I can start finding ways to help me feel a bit happier.

No I am not preaching to you, I just found out today and I thought I should share my experience with you...

 

[aka958]

Okay... I'll might just do that. But it can't be a case of stress, since it always happens when everything is as the most calm and when there's nothing to worry about. And... it happens a few times each week.

Stress has never been a problem to me, or I think. I always take things like time with ease. On the other hand I've got these unsolved pile of problems always bugging me.

 

[Meg]

Okay... I'll might just do that. But it can't be a case of stress, since it always happens when everything is as the most calm and when there's nothing to worry about. And... it happens a few times each week.

Stress has never been a problem to me, or I think. I always take things like time with ease. On the other hand I've got these unsolved pile of problems always bugging me.

That could be it. Its amazing what unsolved problems can do to you. Maybe try solving these problems in some way? Like if someone is bugging you tell them. Or if its something at school or work (don't know if you have a job) maybe talk to a teacher or someone. Talking helps. Even if its just venting. Its amazing how much more effective venting is when you do it to someone else than just by yourself.

 

[The crazy demon]

I might write that DMC fic eventually , but i still have one hell of a problem to solve -_-

 

[Richtofen]

@aka-I'm no doctor but it can be many things...if you're not happy with your life it can lead to other things, as well as small problems building up ect ect.

 

[aka958]

That could be it. Its amazing what unsolved problems can do to you. Maybe solving these problems in some way? Like if someone is bugging you tell them. Or if its something at school or work (don't know if you have a job) maybe talk to a teacher or someone. Talking helps. Even if its just venting. Its amazing how much more effective venting is when you do it to someone else than just by yourself.

Yeah... I've vented several times without people noticing. It's like a small air coniditioner giving releasing little air all the time. But solving these huge pile of problems is a nono, they require people to be cooperative, understanding, and actually answering me. I think about these problems again and again every day, since I don't get any rather "nice" reactions from others, I shut them to myself.

 

[Meg]

Yeah... I've vented several times without people noticing. It's like a small air coniditioner giving releasing little air all the time. But solving these huge pile of problems is a nono, they require people to be cooperative, understanding, and actually answering me. I think about these problems again and again every day, since I don't get any rather "nice" reactions from others, I shut them to myself.

Well. I'm no expert, but I can assure you that if someone on here is contributing to these piles of problems then they will listen to what you have to say. *hint hint*

If not, then another way to solve this is to just turn whatever you are feeling about these people into apathy. Works wonders.

 

[Dante's Stalker]

Oh. Gosh, I thought you were joking with the 'access denied' thing. Why aren't you on my friends list aka? I don't remember taking you off.

I'm hungry.
Why am I allllwwwaaayyyssss hungry?!?!

40 000 words. Whoot me. 10 000 more to go. Aih. People better read and love this with all the effort I'm putting into it.
Nah, just kiddin, I'm writing for moi. Best kinda writing there is

 

[aka958]

Well. I'm no expert, but I can assure you that if someone on here is contributing to these piles of problems then they will listen to what you have to say. *hint hint*

If not, then another way to solve this is to just turn whatever you are feeling about these people into apathy. Works wonders.

Yeaanoooo... I've got seperate minds all the time, one focusing on what I'm doing, one focusing on what I want, one focusing on every single problem I have one after another.
I've thought of many ways, I've tried responses. I've sometimes even used this forum as a testing ground, trying to come up with ways to improve myself from conflicts. Like asking people what's the matter and what I did wrong so I won't do it again, thus ceasing the constant continuation of growing problems. But... I think you know how that worked out. *hint hint*

Other than that, I'm sometimes really happy then I just panic. I do get depressed, but not because of any problems, more like... lack of problems. The problems I have makes me think, always looking for a solution. When they grow stale I know I'm not worrying about it anymore but when I'm without worrying I get worried. I either make up problems and dilemma's, or I try to revive a past problem, and sometimes I purely get worried out of nothing.

Oh. Gosh, I thought you were joking with the 'access denied' thing. Why aren't you on my friends list aka? I don't remember taking you off.

I'm hungry.
Why am I allllwwwaaayyyssss hungry?!?!

40 000 words. Whoot me. 10 000 more to go. Aih. People better read and love this with all the effort I'm putting into it.
Nah, just kiddin, I'm writing for moi. Best kinda writing there is

I don't remember being taken off. ;_;

 

[Dante's Stalker]

^Tch. Well now. That won't do.
*added*