XDDDD
Dante and Lady having a snowball fight still makes me crack up soooo sooo much. Even though I loathe Lady. Dante makes it easier to read her. ROFL!!!!! :wub: Dante
I'm soooo lonely, I'm soooo lonely... *sigh* Timezones suck. Everyone is off living their lives when I can finally sit down at night and hang around the forum undisturbed, yet when it's night time for everyone else I have to duck in and out of my life to keep up relations on the forum.
I still question why I do it, and I honestly don't know. It's not like I have to. It's not like anyone would really care if I stopped showing face here when everyone is online. I mean a day or two later and people will forget me anyway.
So...why am I here? Am I contributing to this forum at all? Am I exerting myself for no reason? Would my time be better spent on other forums? Would my absence have any effect at all?
The internet is a funny thing. The people I once viewed as friends turns out aren't actually 'friends' in that sense of the word (this excludes a few people, you know who you are), and all the conversations I held with them now seems meaningless to me because it wasn't what I'd thought it was. Considering that, would anyone feel any loss if I disappeared? Probably not. I'm just words floating around in cyberspace, I'm not 'real', and therefore I don't deserve a genuine place in anyone's life.
Which kinda sucks, considering I would go through the effort to personally meet them if I had the cash for it, and have thought of asking certain people's mobile numbers but then, again, due to timezones I don't think they'd be impressed to get a text from me at 3am in the morning just because I felt like chatting to them. That and it's bloody expensive to text overseas numbers, so I'm likely not to even get a response back anyway.
Guh. I'm just really doubting myself tonight. I feel the friendships I've made on this forum are genuine and real and I would love to pursue it, but I don't think half the people feel the same way.
'Cept for Zany. He's my brother. :wub: Zany.
SIGH.
And Shadow. And VB. Etc.