Yeah, and it's so great. I love it...but, I just wish I knew why I was so unhappy sometimes though. I have absolutely no reason to be. I guess it's because I'm a delinquent sometimes, and it catches up to me through little things that my parents say or do to me...and it makes me feel bad, and then I go on stretches of disliking myself and questioning whether or not everything will be okay because of me...
But in the end...I know
Everything will play out like it's meant to. I don't have a choice, so I should be happy all of the time, and yet...I find it so hard sometimes.
Maybe I'm just a fool. I don't really care. I'm happy right now, and I know she's happy. So all is well.