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1. I woke up at night with tears in my eyes
and scream from Sis's room, that now he gonna kill her
I had cried myself to sleep that nigh
just like everyone else when I imagined
a life with no fear or assault
but everything broke when I woke up and found
my big sister with blood red bedding
and the words "now I'll kill the f****g b***h"
it was my mom with one arm around hers (larynx?)
and I wished that all things came to an end now,
but it continued, You can't having a conscience
(you saw my sister still with torn wrist?)
kept thinking that one day you'll regret it
took some sleeping pills, put me down and slept
it was normal in my mind for a 10-year-old
but when I look back I can hear how f*****g s**t it sounds
to those who had it just as dirty as I do, dandelion children from
day one to the grave, some will remain while others go under
but never forget the screams of the living nightmare