I've taken hours after hours, the majority of my life thinking things through. I know a sign of disrespect, even if it is subtle and almost can't be seen. Add that I am a person of great respect, if someone close to me such as friends or family disrespects me I can't stand it and immediatly retaliate.
Why? Since that is how I defended myself in the past, some things don't change. I've tried to think that things can change but this defense is stuck because of how disrespect, lies and deceit damaged me in the past.
That's your explanation. I've used pride and honor as defense and support from the major troubles I've had in life, and I won't accept a disrespectful comment to me from my friends.
Forgot to add: I'm getting sleepy. Should get some rest. Cya tommorrow! Or whenever!