BlueDevil

Take a few deep breaths and run a full scan just in case. Other than that, you should be fine.

Did you install Avast? That's one of the best, or so I've heard.

Deleting the source should get rid of it, unless it spread.

Get your antivirus after it, for starters. Sometimes these things just happen.

It is, I'm sure.

I'm sure she's having a great day, filled with thoughts of you

It just means you're deeply connected. I think it's sweet, although I feel bad that it's making you feel horrible ._.

Be back in a mo. Gotta tidy up for precious Mother.

Dependency just means you love her. Since when was that a bad thing?

You're not alone. I was a wreck when I couldn't talk to DT. Emotional attachment is just a part of the bargain.

Smile, blue. It'll make people wonder what you're up to :]

Damn... 7 hours. Not such a big difference though.

No probs. I hope you will get better. =D

You could always sleep. Or is that just me? It should be around 21:40 at your place, no? Anyways, I need to get some sleep since I'm six hours ahead. Good night BD, take care, and good luck.

It's good that you got to talk to her for a little, at least.

I hope everything goes better for you as well.

Yeah, my weekend hasn't been so great either. I tore my foot open walking home from cossatot, and even though Dad's gone I'm still dreading his return.

I actually hoped he'd get in a crash or something. I'm a little screwed up ._.

But I'm not important right now. You are. And I'm sorry your weekend has been bad.

It's not acting foolish if you're upset. I'm here though, all right? Although I think you already know that, I just wanted to say it again.

People around you that will care? There surely are. I mean, all I've got is my family. The others I don't know about.

Everything will be better. If you fight for it. Nothing is handed to you, maybe you have it worse than others but you just have to push through.

See? Of course you wouldn't be as open. I don't think you would be as open on the forum towards me if you didn't know me either.

I hate to say this, the ones that treat you as dirt is not important. Even if it is your parents. If they do treat you as dirt you are of no importance to them, thus making them not care. A parent is important because they learn the kid how to survive the future ahead and how to live. Your parents are nothing more than your legal guardians if they don't.

It'll be better one day. If anyone can really make it that way, it's you and Isabel.

Are you feeling okay? Send me a PM if you want to talk.

Dude...

Hit some sense into you. If you grow weak you will never know. If you grow stronger you will know for certain.

Worrying is human, it's all okay. But never go into self pity. Anywhere but there.

There is a reason I'm as prideful and defensive as I am. That is to deny self pity. When you do go on about this, don't think this in a weakly manner, think about the possibilities to get out of it and solve it.

Self pity is your way to doom. You know she cares, it is hard to not see that. You two may have never met but damnit no one puts on a charade like that for so many months, pretending to care without any profit for it. She cares, she cares deeply for you.

I care for you because you are my friend. It doesn't matter who you are looking at the computer screen. To me you are the one you display you are. If you act differently outside of here towards other people in general then there would be a chance that I wouldn't like you because I wouldn't know you nor care to know you.

Gee... bathing in self pity?

Really, that you even let yourself go so low. That you even let other people affect you in that way.

Of course you don't matter to many, because they don't know you. You still matter to many others.

I care, that's why I asked. I'm no machine just asking because I don't care, I don't know who would ask if they didn't care.

So... Because your parents are pretty much abusive and offensive you get those thoughts?
How about your penguin? She cares for you.
How about you? You must hold out for yourself.
How about your friends? Like me?

In the end, no one knows why they exist, why we all exist. We could say we live for no reason, or we could say we live for the moment. For the reason to live. =D

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That is copy pasta'd from the What are you thinking thread. My response to your response to my question.

For one last time, I love you! More than anything. So much and even beyond that. Goodnight.

-kisses you- I love you, so much!

Goodnight

Are you there? I can't sleep.

I need your words. Anything.