Hey fellow DMC.Org members I just wanted to say that last night, I had a dream about this place. But it wasn't a very nice one. I dreamt that I was viewing my profile page, and that there was a message saying how I had made mistakes and that I was going to be banned for life. There was the evil red line through my name, crossing me out like I was nothing. No more than just a memory of me remaining. I thought to myself... 'How can I explain my innocence? It must be a mistake!' I didn't quite grasp why I had been banned, and I needed to know what to do to get back here. To make amends and apologize.
The dream felt rather real. And I won't lie, I felt quite upset about it. I absolutely love this place, and I didn't want to just leave like that. I thought 'Maybe I can create another account and explain that I was innocent' (Even though that in itself would be breaking Forum Rules). But I was so sure that I hadn't done anything wrong. I know realistically a Moderator or an Admin wouldn't just ban someone for no reason. But I think what they were saying is that I had done something wrong or illegal here, and I was sure it was a huge mistake and misunderstanding on everybody's part.
It got me thinking. What if I did get banned for something I was unaware of? What if one day I came on, and I couldn't come on (If that makes sense?) Every time I enter my password wrong, or my keyboard is having a moment; and it takes me almost four out of five times to log in, I get this thought that I may of been banned perhaps. It is possible. And if I can't understand why it won't let me log in, when I am thinking that I have entered things correctly, I get worried. I don't know if anyone else shares the same feelings as me? Or if I just get paranoid and worried too easily? lol
Thank goodness it was only a dream. What would you do if the circumstances were true however? Would you want to create another account in an attempt to explain yourself? Would you miss this place and all its people?
I know I would, whether it meant bending the rules (Wow, made this sound all Matrix like now) But anyway, I adore this place so much I would. In the past when I forgot my password, I made a second account. I had to so I could get back on. Then I changed my name to what it is now, and have been a member here for three years. I would utterly scream if I saw my name with a red cross through it. I really would.
How would you feel if this was the case for you?
The dream felt rather real. And I won't lie, I felt quite upset about it. I absolutely love this place, and I didn't want to just leave like that. I thought 'Maybe I can create another account and explain that I was innocent' (Even though that in itself would be breaking Forum Rules). But I was so sure that I hadn't done anything wrong. I know realistically a Moderator or an Admin wouldn't just ban someone for no reason. But I think what they were saying is that I had done something wrong or illegal here, and I was sure it was a huge mistake and misunderstanding on everybody's part.
It got me thinking. What if I did get banned for something I was unaware of? What if one day I came on, and I couldn't come on (If that makes sense?) Every time I enter my password wrong, or my keyboard is having a moment; and it takes me almost four out of five times to log in, I get this thought that I may of been banned perhaps. It is possible. And if I can't understand why it won't let me log in, when I am thinking that I have entered things correctly, I get worried. I don't know if anyone else shares the same feelings as me? Or if I just get paranoid and worried too easily? lol
Thank goodness it was only a dream. What would you do if the circumstances were true however? Would you want to create another account in an attempt to explain yourself? Would you miss this place and all its people?
I know I would, whether it meant bending the rules (Wow, made this sound all Matrix like now) But anyway, I adore this place so much I would. In the past when I forgot my password, I made a second account. I had to so I could get back on. Then I changed my name to what it is now, and have been a member here for three years. I would utterly scream if I saw my name with a red cross through it. I really would.
How would you feel if this was the case for you?