This has been bothering me for so long now. I can literally not calculate time at all. Must be because
I am having fun. Time slips by so fast. So unfair. When I am bored, minutes by minutes slowly moves. When I am having fun, time goes really fast. Sick. Like hour by hour. I also get stumbled on meaning of life and time. For example. I am now 23 years old. Then I ask myself. I remember that time when I was 11 for the first time. Not every time a child gets to be 11 years old. That feeling that I had that time is not present now. So what was the meaning of it I thought. Time controls life. That's how I feel sometimes. Since I feel life is meaningless sometimes because time flows, I might need a better life that is filled with more joy.
Will I the be able to enjoy the present moment someday?...
So does any other of you get bothered with the time that feels faster the older you get? Thinking about this could be a thread for that to discuss.
I am having fun. Time slips by so fast. So unfair. When I am bored, minutes by minutes slowly moves. When I am having fun, time goes really fast. Sick. Like hour by hour. I also get stumbled on meaning of life and time. For example. I am now 23 years old. Then I ask myself. I remember that time when I was 11 for the first time. Not every time a child gets to be 11 years old. That feeling that I had that time is not present now. So what was the meaning of it I thought. Time controls life. That's how I feel sometimes. Since I feel life is meaningless sometimes because time flows, I might need a better life that is filled with more joy.
Will I the be able to enjoy the present moment someday?...
So does any other of you get bothered with the time that feels faster the older you get? Thinking about this could be a thread for that to discuss.