Ok, it is decided and official. With those 23 years behind me I am moving forward hoepfully into a bit more mature being. Where did I go? I registered 2008 but at that time too much happened too fast. (Lazards saying in Crisis Core) My memories where almost all gone but I remember a lot more now. This might sound emo but by writing what's on your mind helps me at least. I did go on Pharma Medicine but not anymore. It works fine without it. Those medicine might have helped my daily life but it closed all my feelings. It was like living a fake life for me and that hurts. Now I am reaching to what we all humans want. Find our own way and stay together no matter what! Time to get active again. Processing...