Ryuu is back. Former alias Striferu...

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Ryuuou

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Hey guys and girls how are you all doing!?

I'm back with guts. Did I miss something? I feel like I have been out of this world for so long now. In my own world but this is a very important life process to me. I almost died again this year. About a month ago. My heart almost stopped. he... No one believes that. No wonder but that actually happened. No wonder I got guts. Anemia.... Hypoxia... Delirium a consequence of quitting pharma drugs. I'm afraid of the future because I'm more happier than I have evver been. I have hopes in my life. I believe in love and 2013 was not in vain. Nine years in ''mental prison'' was not in vain either but that really felt like being at the bottom of Silent hill in the dark dimension with a white straight jacket.. With more common words. A restriction on my heart. Now I sit with all these emotions I have not been able too feel because of those poisonous medicines. I know there are many out there who gets this treatment as well as diagnoses but you shouldn't believe in something unfamiliar like that. I have never met any like me who quit the medical treatment in my life. I cannot speak for people I don't know. I still see this world and most of the humans in my own perspective. I just want to help those who are stuck in the same as me because it's possible to get out of it. Not by escaping but by self-reason and 24/7 focus on everything around you. Still there might be other or worse conditions that I have been in. I believe in free will. Missed you all here too. Hope I get active here again. I think I will. I thank you all because you supported me this winter 2013 and I would not have made this far by myself. That's for sure.
 
Oh, hey. Good to see that you're back. Something similar happened to me as well, but I won't go into the details. I'm sorry that you had to go through so much.
 
Glad your doing better and welcome back have anemia myself I'm on iron supplements fr it which can be annoying as when my iron is low I am prone to blackouts which suck so I can identify with you on that
 
Glad your doing better and welcome back have anemia myself I'm on iron supplements fr it which can be annoying as when my iron is low I am prone to blackouts which suck so I can identify with you on that
Oh yeah, I almost blacked out myself twice yesterday. Not fun.
 
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Hope your okay
Yeah I'm better now. Low on iron? Is that it? Oxygen levels and such? I can't seem to make it work... When I feel bad I feel so bad I just want to give up. My body does but my will does not. **** was crazy. Still it happened yesterday again. Sorry to bring up such explicit stuff here but can too much masturbation make that happend? I mean blood pressure and all. That feeeling is crazy. Still terrified by it and no one believes me. So I have to figure this out myself. If I go out there they just start to bias me. So it's either life or honour. I want both man! Gotta have something to do with my stomach because of the medicine. I'm glad you people care and that I'm not the only one. I survived death three times so if I get trhough this Christmas and New Years Eve I will fight and protect and all that. Lot's of stuff going on. Changin your lifestyle from macho to healthy isn't done by a day you know.
 
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Thank you all! You are so kind. My dmc family! <3 Yeah I'm better now. Iron supplements does the trick. No wonder I almost lost consciousness when blood values were out of order.