mother of ****.. true that, your venom is amazing.. no publisher came in contact with you yet? we all know there are many greater arts out there, but yours are unique and distinct, you should actually stand-out..
and ofc we all start from free-hand, i practice digital too, but at most part other artsy people will call them cheating, i infact call them cheating too even tho i'm practicing them, i know it's easier and fun but it's infinite undo and redo.. at least that's what i experienced in my community here, they often suggest to master free-hand first, the sketch and coloring..
and honestly your arts are money maker khundy, especially that style on your signature.. a canvas version of it and boom, you'll get the recognition any artist is strifing for.. ..
i'm not trying to tell what to do and what not to do, it's just yours are too good to not make it big in the business..
EDIT : just visited your site, are you self publishing your works?