I Lost my parents at 4 years old. Was adopted by abusive parents at 5 years old. I've been beating, abused, hospitalized by my adoptive father. Was homeless at 19, old roommate kicked me out. I've attempted suicide 3 times. I've lost every friend i've had. I cen't keep a decent relationship for longer than a week. And the girl I have a crush on, doesn't even want to be my friend...