Nicodemus Zamoran

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

Hiding from the truth is not good for my mental health. I can't handle much mentally, it's who I am. Since I've been under so much mental pressure through the years I now can't be without it because I get disoriented. I even get angered and depressed almost over nothing these days, not intentionally. All to just put me in mental pressure all the time.

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

Yeah... I'm mentally weak. ._.

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

I'm not trying to find the answer. I gave up long ago, and I never say I did. The questions keeps bugging me and won't stop until I know the answer.

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

But the question is about something I cannot leave alone. Some are and some am I trying to leave, but these questions cannot be left unless I ignore the persons the question is meant for the rest of my life. Some of these questions is towards people that I cannot ignore, like members of my family.

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

But I can't. Those people always hide from the answer, they just won't tell me.

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  The crazy demon

• Jan 4, 2011

Right now commandant

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  Ronan

• Jan 4, 2011

Indeed. I hope it's a well paying mystery, though =]

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

All my questions are questions about other people. Everything about me and how I act is already perfectly clear. But the motives of others even though I sort of know why I still need an answer from the person. I cannot answer those questions.

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  Ronan

• Jan 4, 2011

Ah, mystery! xD

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  Ronan

• Jan 4, 2011

That sounds great, Nico. I hope you get your job. What is it?

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

Yeah... those answers cannot be answered by me though. Some of the people who can give me the answers are nothing but a past memory, while others are too... something to be able to answer.

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

Yeah... you figure things out. I'm stuck figuring on stuff without every getting an answer. :\

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  aka958

• Jan 4, 2011

It should be doable. You are one really intelligent person. ^_^

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  Ronan

• Jan 3, 2011

I've been doing well. Hacking away at my novel. How are you? ^_^

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  aka958

• Jan 3, 2011

But as long as it works, no?

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  aka958

• Jan 3, 2011

Wow, massive thought processing I cannot comprehend. O_O

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  aka958

• Jan 3, 2011

So you got control? That is awesome!

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  aka958

• Jan 3, 2011

Wow.

Is it a big problem?

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  aka958

• Jan 3, 2011

You got ADD?

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  aka958

• Jan 3, 2011

Well, some are like that I guess. I usually can't stand doing nothing at all, and most of all sit still. I always got to do something.