LordOfDarkness

u think it will work? cuz really.....i only have one chance at this and i've only actually known her for like 3 days

yes please....LoD...everyone is giving me contradictory advice......did she like someone else at the time?

thats not the problem though...lol....i do not show how i feel on the inside, this depression from liking her....if i do then i sure don't know about it...i'm a little quieter....but we still talk and hang out and joke around a lot....but.....idk exactly how i feel for her....but it's strong...and i can tell ya that when we make eye contact and we're near eachother, i do melt dude.....it's just....i'm not gonna tell her i like her if she's likin someone else...that would make her feel guilty

if ur tired u can go to bed.....but if u wanna hear the story...u gotta read the convo between me and trish....dude do u have facebook?

yay! oh i missed u so much...i need ur advice....it's been brutal here

Colds are never fun. I'm alright, today was actually above freezing so I'm happy.

RYAN? UR BACK! BRO WAZZUP?! did u see my status? i've missed u so much....yay! dude if u have facebook u need to add me.....im on damien's list if u need me...lol

Ooh err, future plans eh? Hope everything works out well for you, the future doesn't even bear thinking about for me, as far as I'm concerned. :lol:

Sure, sounds good, not sure when my live membership runs out, but maybe we should play a game of something soon. Oh right, how's the fan fic stuff going? I'm sat at home, in the warmth, doing my English coursework, mainly because I couldn't be arsed to go to college in this weather, way too cold and far too icy on the roads, I'm rather attached to the idea of living.

'Bout the same really, it's all been a massive focus on the monumental grind of our upcoming A Level exams, fun fun fun, it's all hassle I can really do without. ¬_¬

We should catch up some time, it's been too long.

hello, how have you been?

Ok, see you later.

Merry christmas chap, I know it's a bit late, but better late than never eh? How've you been?

and Happy new year to you too Ryan

In my bed I feel stone cold tonight,
Without your body at my side,
And to me it doesn’t feel right,
Can’t see past the tears I’ve cried.

In my blurry vision,
And the dampness on my face,
You to be here I am wishing,
My bed has an empty space.

In the night I hear a whisper,
I think the voice is yours,
It must be that I miss her,
I don’t know what it was.

And my pillow feels like daggers,
Too discomforting to sleep,
But I think you’re all that matters,
That’s why I start to weep.

It’s not the pillow that is hurting,
It’s the pain from missing you,
That’s the reason I can’t sleep well,
I just don’t know what to do.

After all the sadness,
I try to get some rest,
Eyes are closing up now,
It’s probably for the best.

So dreams of you can come to me,
Thoughts of you upon my mind,
In the thoughts I wander freely,
Whilst all else is left behind.

Damn I’m missing you so badly,
That it really starts to show,
Can’t get nothing done, sadly,
Just can’t let the thought of you go.

Must be that I love you madly,
That’s something we both know,
And every second that I miss you,
My sadness starts to grow.

And tears won’t help but fall now,
There’s just nothing I can do,
To get over the true fact that,
I’m deeply missing you.

That when I wake, I count down the hours,
As the time withers away,
Until the next hour becomes ours,
The next day, becomes our day.

And then I can finally see you,
So you can bring my smile back,
And I can show you that I missed you,
There’s no doubt about that.

If words were just like air,
These three I’d always breathe,
I love you now, will always,
If you always love me
If words were just like thoughts,
I’d think these three all the time,
I’ll always stay as yours,
If you always stay as mine.
If words were just like me,
Then these three would surely be,
Heart, mind and soul,
If you keep my life whole.
If words were just like seconds,
As forward the clock beckons,
These words you’ll want to hear,
So I’ll whisper in your ear,
Kissing you as I do,
My three words,
I LOVE YOU

no problem and hope that you too have a merry christmas my old friend

Haha, thanks. Yeah, I don't celebrate because I am Muslim. :lol: So, how are you these days?

The guys on this forum hold you in high regard. I think they were genuinely upset when you left.
So in my book, that makes you a legend of the forum.

A new born child on this day,
Like Lord Jesus in the hay,
Santa riding in his sleigh,
In our hearts, these times will stay.

A Christmas wish set in snow,
Far amidst, the snowflakes blow,
My memories turn to gold,
Yet too precious to ever be sold.

Footsteps in the hollow ground,
Silent Eve, not a sound,
Chestnuts roasting, hearts pound,
Christmas lights, light the Town.

A rush of people, grab their coats,
Sliding reckless on the snow,
Piles and piles of brand new toys,
And joyous smiles on the girls and boys.

Christmas dreams all coming true,
It's happiness for me and you,
Another Christmas, come and gone,
Until next year, just bring it on.