Yeah... I find it being a really hard time believing anything you say, and I've got reasons. That is something you can't deny.
It's pretty annoying you know... trying your best to always be the best kind of person, happy, cheerful, open. Why? Because there are people like you, who "hides" the truth to "protect" someone. I can't see any protection well done there. The best protection for all of us would've been you doing nothing. But nono, you had to do as you wish and somehow got it hit in your head that you would be able to do something about it.
I've got to add that you even talked down to me about me not being there for my sister, you called my sis a fool because she got hurt by your ways and couldn't let it go, and that most your post to her have been nothing but selfish.
Please... just please... come back and when you've become a better person. But I'm being completely honest when I say, I won't hold my breath.