Sometimes I remember my memories from childhood and I don't mean as person stick to past but I loved my childhood if I can still remember and as person who appreciate art ( not good designer but understand the art as an architect as part of my field, but now this field doesn't suitable for me but I love the art part of my field) and I think any person can embrace their childhood and become good at any job you like.
anyway if my nose don't bleed again I can take a short shower with cold water.