i just finished watching hellboy and then it occured to me. most paranormal investigators are people dark past that lead them onto a prolonged state of depression, drowning out their anger and fears by hunting the supernatural, heavily drinking and smoking, and putting on a facade of a cynical, sarcastic, asshole. constantine, dante, dylan dog, hellboy, dean winchester, the grimm brothers, etc. does anyone else feel the same way or not?