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all i really want from life is my cat, my turtle, and to write all day long. thats all i care about. everything else is secondary.

I wish I had a cat.
And a turtle. Don't get me started on turtles.
Why don't you travel around a bit? Explore the world, try new things. Definitely recommend it if you're going to make writing your career. ;)
 

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I was in the same boat. You don't want to know what I did to get out of it.

Is there any way you can move out? Join a cult, maybe?

i had strongly considered this option but as a white haired old dude in chaps once said: religion and i don't mix
 

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I wish I had a cat.
And a turtle. Don't get me started on turtles.
Why don't you travel around a bit? Explore the world, try new things. Definitely recommend it if you're going to make writing your career. ;)

i know. turtles are amazing.
i would travel, but my car is very stupid and breaks down if you just look at it and i'm pretty strapped on cash and my parents are very bitter so they won't lend me diggity. i could try to rely off the kindness of strangers like that one guy who did a documentary :/
 

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recently I've started to realize why i get so depressed when i fail is because i dont believe in my own self worth.

i dont know who i am so how can i get a job, a girlfriend, be religious and add to society in a meaningful way?

that's the thing the world only wants you if you can somehow give it something that they need.

if you can't your screwed.

ok that made me depressed just by writing it but i guess the best is for me to just focus on me and forget about the jones.

i wanna find my own truth about the world and i wanna pass it on and my writing will help me do so.
 

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recently I've started to realize why i get so depressed when i fail is because i dont believe in my own self worth.

i dont know who i am so how can i get a job, a girlfriend, be religious and add to society in a meaningful way?

that's the thing the world only wants you if you can somehow give it something that they need.

if you cant your screwed.
Then forget what people and the world want from you and just do what you want. Go at your own pace. You don't have to get a girl or have some high paying job. Usually the forced pursuit of those things makes people even more miserable because they're forcing themselves to conform to the standards society expects.

Focus on finding out about you, what you like, what goals you want. It doesn't matter if you're not doing it the same way as eveyone else. Try new things, make mistakes along the way and learn from them. That's how people find out about themselves. ^_^
 

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recently I've started to realize why i get so depressed when i fail is because i dont believe in my own self worth.

i dont know who i am so how can i get a job, a girlfriend, be religious and add to society in a meaningful way?

that's the thing the world only wants you if you can somehow give it something that they need.

if you cant your screwed.

i know how this feels. i won't sit here and tell you it'll be alright. but i can tell you that you can mold all that anger and sadness thats tearing you up inside and turn it into something beautiful.
btw **** the world. just be yourself. don't let petty stuff get in your way. once you develop that mindset, things fall into place. its just staying on track is the hard part...once you get cocky and think that EVERYTHING is gonna go your way, thats when it all falls apart. trust me :p
 

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I wish I had a cat.
And a turtle. Don't get me started on turtles.
Why don't you travel around a bit? Explore the world, try new things. Definitely recommend it if you're going to make writing your career. ;)
No money = no traveling. Even cheap (and I mean dirt cheap) traveling is uber-expensive.
i had strongly considered this option but as a white haired old dude in chaps once said: religion and i don't mix
Heh. I know. Besides, I wasn't serious. So... have you thought of a way to move out? Maybe if you worked all the time, your parents wouldn't harass you so much.

But then again, this is the states, where the job market is at an all-time low.



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I'm seriously considering a life of crime because of this. Really.

Sure, there's prison, but all you have to do is shank someone and they'll leave you alone.

You'll probably have to shank someone every two weeks, but still, free food free water, free sleep.

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I'm not saying get into crime. I'm really not saying that. What I am saying is, just find two jobs or something and keep out of the house so that your parents won't bother you.

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There's also the option of living at a really cheap, really bad motel, but I don't want you to go through that either (besides, I've looked, it's not that cheap).



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Whatever, I'm just saying, consider it an option if it's that bad.

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i wanna my own truth about the world and i wanna pass it on and my writing will help me do so.
Yeahhhh... like I said, I had the same problem. I had to go through... some pretty desperate measures to get out of it. No, I can't tell you what they were, sorry.

Anyway, that post I made just now, I guess it can apply to you as well. I don't want it to apply to anyone, but it's just one of the (very) few solutions I have. I'm sorry.

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Also, I remember Chancey complaining about life at home as well, so that post was more-or-less for him too (sorry Chancey).

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Maybe this will make you feel better:

 
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No money = no traveling. Even cheap (and I mean dirt cheap) traveling is uber-expensive.

Heh. I know. Besides, I wasn't serious. So... have you thought of a way to move out? Maybe if you worked all the time, your parents wouldn't harass you so much.

But then again, this is the states, where the job market is at an all-time low.



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I'm seriously considering a life of crime because of this. Really.

Sure, there's prison, but all you have to do is shank someone and they'll leave you alone.

You'll probably have to shank someone every two weeks, but still, free food free water, free sleep.

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I'm not saying get into crime. I'm really not saying that. What I am saying is, just find two jobs or something and keep out of the house so that your parents won't bother you.

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There's also the option of living at a really cheap, really bad motel, but I don't want you to go through that either (besides, I've looked, it's not that cheap).



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Whatever, I'm just saying, consider it an option if it's that bad.

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awww. i was really gonna peruse a life of crime and make a name for myself as a murderous psychopath.
i live in an area where jobs are very difficult to come by (which is wierd. you'd think where i live, jobs would be abundant).
the option of living in a motel is not in the corner. its on my list of things to do if i don't go to college. i could stay there and work for my cousin for a few months
 

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awww. i was really gonna peruse a life of crime and make a name for myself as a murderous psychopath.
It'd be awesome if you really were. We could start a vigilante force like the Black Shadow and wipe out the corrupt.

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(LOL @ the name Bald Knobbers -- Deapool himself couldn't have come up with a funnier name, if you ask me)

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*sighs* Of course he decides to bail on me now that we've decided to cowrite a fic together. He always does this. :/ What did you think co-writing was? Sitting there, telling me what to do, while you don't do anything? Well, fine. Don't think I'll be asking you to help me with writing in the future, then.
 

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*sighs* Of course he decides to bail on me now that we've decided to cowrite a fic together. He always does this. :/ What did you think co-writing was? Sitting there, telling me what to do, while you don't do anything? Well, fine. Don't think I'll be asking you to help me with writing in the future, then.

I had a friend back in school that treated 'co-op homework' like that. They did nothing whilst I did everything.

Current Rant: Dammit! I wish I had some snacks... or chocolate.
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recently I've started to realize why i get so depressed when i fail is because i dont believe in my own self worth.

This is so me. I can't give you a good advise since i'm learning things by myself too.

Anyway, i've been thinking a lot lately, i'm so confused, i don't know what's going to happen to me in the future and everything seem so hopeless, but at the same time it doesn't, know what i mean? I think i'm so close to finding out... something, but i have no idea what it is, ever watched Avatar: The Last Airbender? Book 3, episode called "Ember Island Players" or something like that, Zuko starts telling to Azula/Mei/Ty Lee that he's mad at something but he has no idea what it is, that's so me right now.

Also, lately i've been so jealous of other people, and sad at them too, like... there's this girl i might have a crush on who's straight, but she told me she's into girlxgirl action, like lesbian porn.

I mean, what kinda of teasing is that? Geez. It's kinda funny too, she's the only girl i know who's into lesbian stuff but is not lesbian/bi.

That is all.
 

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I had a friend back in school that treated 'co-op homework' like that. They did nothing whilst I did everything.
And that's why my school never did co-op work or allowed mixed ability classes. I don't think I could stand it if people took credit for my work. Untalented or less academically gifted pupils shouldn't be allowed to sponge off the hard work of others. Besides, it doesn't prepare pupils for the real world.
Current Rant: Dammit! I wish I had some snacks... or chocolate.
I'd share mine with you. I have a load of them.:D
 

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Untalented or less academically gifted pupils shouldn't be allowed to sponge off the hard work of others. Besides, it doesn't prepare pupils for the real world.
So true.

And on a completely unrelated note, you would've hated me with all your might had we ever done a project together.

Just me admitting my own flaws. This is the ranting thinking thread, after all.
 
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Marvel is bringing a new superhero and she is Muslim :)


This is so me. I can't give you a good advise since i'm learning things by myself too.

Anyway, i've been thinking a lot lately, i'm so confused, i don't know what's going to happen to me in the future and everything seem so hopeless, but at the same time it doesn't, know what i mean? I think i'm so close to finding out... something, but i have no idea what it is, ever watched Avatar: The Last Airbender? Book 3, episode called "Ember Island Players" or something like that, Zuko starts telling to Azula/Mei/Ty Lee that he's mad at something but he has no idea what it is, that's so me right now.

Also, lately i've been so jealous of other people, and sad at them too, like... there's this girl i might have a crush on who's straight, but she told me she's into girlxgirl action, like lesbian porn.

I mean, what kinda of teasing is that? Geez. It's kinda funny too, she's the only girl i know who's into lesbian stuff but is not lesbian/bi.

That is all.

i guess for me trying to find something you can be proud and accepting yourself seems like a good way to stop being jealous of other people.

you cant be them but you can be you and you could change and grow and become better.
 

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Marvel is bringing a new superhero and she is Muslim
Does she look like a ninja?
Sorry.
you cant be them but you can be you and you could change and grow and become better.
Eh, easier said than done. The only reason I even got this far in the first place was because I got extremely lucky.

Like I always say: Just do what you want in life, and have no regrets.

Sure, you can try to improve yourself, but imo, that takes a lot of time, dedication, and a lot of patience for when you're tired of practicing on whatever it is you're doing (music, art, career skill etc.).
 

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