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    What Are You Thinking?

    I finally got the balls (lol I'm a female but you got the point) to cut my mother off, after a terrible childhood, years of physical and emotional violence, constant insults and manipulation and narsissistic behavior, which all followed me for 26 years, until this very day. I couldn't be more...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    I'm thinking about a user here who has been online though, but I haven't heard of them for a while and they haven't written any posts so I'm just wondering if I should send them a message :frown: Also there is a writing contest which I would like to participate, if I can get my ongoing...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    Thinking that I really hope those Vietnamese girls in this dormitory will throw this away asap... It's creamy mushroom soup, which they made two days ago. And it's been on the stove since then, in room temperature. They offered it for me last night. I told them I had just brushed my teeth so...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    I've been here less than a week and I'm already starting to use some Eastern Finland dialect. Sounds funny from my mouth. I guess there will be an angry mob teaching me how to speak properly when I return home...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    After my second day at work, it feels like someone's trying to pull off my heel bones. Slowly. Sloooowly. + I want a real, comfortable bed. I can't straighten my back anymore without feeling pain. Well, at least the job itself is OK. I like it.
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    What Are You Thinking?

    So I travelled to the other side of Finland for work, and I'm living in an old student dormitory. After my first night here, I would like to say a few words about my mattress: HOLY F*CKIN SH...... how can a mattress be so uncomfortable?! I'm walking like a 80-year-old just because my back hurts...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    Please God, let my step-brother be alive and well, so I get the chance to kick him on his balls and shout at him to NEVER EVER again send me that kind of messages during the night while I'm asleep... // well eventually he turned his phone on and called me, at the current moment he's fine...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    That I don't know whether I should get back to my medication, I'm already experiencing some withdrawal symptoms and I should start my work period on Wednesday, so it seems this is not the very perfect time to quit them. Also, how hard can it be to change ONE letter on a character's name?! I...
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    The ranting thinking thread

    I nearly called grandma. I reached for my phone already. Then I remembered she won't be there anymore. Still, somehow, despite everything, I miss her. // So I just thought about that I never made her those garlic sandwiches which she loved. I made them a couple of times in my childhood, and in...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    In Finnish language we use the word "oppressive" (as in: "The weather feels so oppressive just before thunder"), but I don't think it's a weather word in English? If anybody knows an English word for it, it would be nice to know :)
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    What Are You Thinking?

    @Angel @Shadow @ReaperHunter I would like to have some thunder here. It's not that hot anymore, but it's getting moist and... I don't know the English word for this kind of weather, but do you know the feeling just before thunder? Like tropical weather, just that you can feel the pressure and...
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    What Are You Thinking?

    I'm thinking omg omg omg it's going to happen aagggh and I can't wait 'til this freakin' Windows update is complete so I can get back to Scrivener... Writing the second draft of my current writing project and I'm about to proceed into the scene where my main character and an important side...
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    What Are You Listening To? (Updated)

    I. Love. It. Definitely worth the wait :nailbiting: I was having a walk with my headphones on and listened to this, and every time the chorus began my pace was doubled lol
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    What are you watching right now?

    The Simpsons on TV (yes, it is shown in Finland too. It's been my favourite TV series since I was 4 years old and I still love it although I've seen most of the episodes several times already :D) It was this episode I almost laughed my head off (I'm a law student lol)
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    What Are You Thinking?

    Grandma's funeral was held yesterday. I was crying like a damn waterfall. Two things made me think: 1. My grandma's sister said that in my grandma's last phone calls she told that "I'm tired, I want to go to mom and dad". So she knew she was going to die soon. It was somehow comforting to hear...
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