@Angel's cat when she gives birth to many kittens:
I'm tired mommy , your turn to take care of my babies (she doesn't care even she's not tired just need someone to take care I mean she just wants hire you )
If after my job I had no issue with my time maybe I can work on my projects but also I have net problem which I only use my phone data for days so don't worry about that, the most important thing I try enjoy my time or surf the web for funny things.
I guess I'm out of touch with other modders which means I'm no longer accepted here with my limited knowledge or I can't find anything that interests me sadly and I lost my power as a person that this for break or even having fun with photoshop now time leave everything behind.
God I was so excited that I could upload 2 edited version skins from @Nyx and @GoodGoneBad now I lost both of them but I still have @GoodGoneBad file but I lost @Nyx version.....but that doesn't mean I will not stop my work here, I will back to my work in my free time with better version.
Ok everything is fine for me as an user that my original Gmail account server is on US but more importantly I have proof that DMC Peak of Combat is free on Play Store (for now as early access) but I think after first release we must pay for it but hope they don't do that with region lock problem I can't redeem any gift cards or buy any thing from Play Store.
I know in pandemic finding a good job is a bit hard then before but when I started my first job for a photography studio for the first week everything was fine before pandemic rich high level and make people close their stores by that time so that was my luck until now but I still love that job but I now applied to a new job that kinda fun and focus on my current skills from photoshop.
If we modders join forces together we're unstoppable but due to pandemic or other life problems or family (and more), maybe we're busy BUT again we're unstoppable together if one day we have free time.
I downloaded Autodesk SketchBook for fun for now and give myself better training for better digital art on mobile with a pen (not s pen) and one day maybe I consider myself like @GoodGoneBad & @Nyx or @jaiman10101 *their secret on designing can be anything* get a design pad for my PC to design my arts .
Update: apparently most people I know are busy right now or because pandemic we can't see each other but that means the people I know are cutting ties with me we can still see each other if pandemic is in good condition (not everyday but for myself and safety others 1 day a week or two weeks) but again nothing can't replace family relations.
Sometimes I remember my memories from childhood and I don't mean as person stick to past but I loved my childhood if I can still remember and as person who appreciate art ( not good designer but understand the art as an architect as part of my field, but now this field doesn't suitable for me but I love the art part of my field) and I think any person can embrace their childhood and become good at any job you like.